My mom always said i was in a hurry to come in to this world, but when i got here i was disapointed. My life has had its good moments but as of ritee now at this very moment my life is not what i wishedd it would be. I always thought that my teen years would be the best especially rightt after entering high school but it hasnt. My best friend has been in my life since kindergarden, basically 10 years, but i could care less about her ritee now. Shes going through some problems and im trying to be there for her and be compassionate about her sickness but she just throws it away and stabs me in the back;; to make matters worse my mom makes me feel like im the bad person in this situation, Am I? Shes always taking her sidee because shes “Sick”. No one understands what im going through, no one understands what place im in. Im only fifteen i shouldnt have to go through this, i dont deserve to be treated like shit and have my best friend not believe Me. It hurts because she can believe everyone else nut why not ME?, Why the Hell should i continue to be passionate then? andd to top it all off i think im depressed. I have all the symptoms but i dont have the feelingg? What should i do? all i really want is for someone to be on my sidee, andd give me advice. I can’tt do this anymoree. Someone out there please help me?
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princess123
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Anonymous
I love you, but is it worth the suffering?
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Anonymous
i repeatedly make the same mistakes
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brokensmile
give upp.
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itsjustme
Did I make the right decision to let him go? I’m not sure anymore.
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Anonymous
I am the 2nd born of 4 children. I am treated so observably different then my siblings I get all of the shit and non of the good and i am the most loving and giving out of all of them. I need love and a hand up once in a while with out being told what a looser I am. And Mom I was not going to keep the change from the 20$ Dad gave me I would have given it back with out being asked for it! But you have no problem handing out money to my sister right in front of my face!
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Anonymous
I am p*ssed off that I have just had to give my dog away as the mean heartless owners will not let us have a dog in our new house. I feel like I have lost my bestfriend!! I have 3 kids that have cried themselves to sleep each night since he has gone. Why do owners have such problems with animals that are part of a family. I want to be able to own my own property so can have as many dogs or animals as I like
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Anonymous
I think I lost my purse, I think I left it outside of seven eleven while I was sitting waiting for a friend. I am angry it had my ipod, my passport, my wallet, it was a new purse that was worth a lot of money but I managed to find it at a consignment store. I am really angry I love my purse.
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Anonymous
It is my opinion, after years and years of study, that women need a certain amount of drama to survive. Be it by fantasy, such as tv or novels or “chick flicks” or instigated by themselves. This confrontation or realization of drama is essential for their psychological well being. My advice to males everywhere; let them engage in this neccesity, encourage them, with chick flicks and romance novels… etc .
Your relationship will be a happier one if this essential part of womanhood is satiated. -
Anonymous
hi
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Anonymous
i feel alot of anger inside me like ok i cheated on my boyfriend again and i keep messing around with this guy but i love the man im with idk why i do this i think its the drugs i do i feel so lost like i need to find my way again i feel like im in a hole i dont want to tell my boyfriend because he will leave me but i dont want to lie anymore idk what to do i want to be with him i want to hear him say i forgive you and everything go back to normal but life doesnt go that way i want him to leave me so i dont have to ever hurt him ughhh i hate how much i love and i didi it to my self im such a stupid bitch he treats me so good he never once has cheated on me and never will he tell me he loves me and cares about me but i dont accept it no guy has ever givin me this much and i just throw it all away i dont know why this is happening i just wish i could disapppear !
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Anonymous
i know how rought life can be. I can relate to you! Maybe not about your situation but rather about your pain, depression, lonlieness,etc.
I just want to let you all know you don’t have to be alone. if for whatever reason you need someone to talk to, someone to listen to YOUR side of the story, to help you through a rough time-WHATEVER. i care and i want to helpplease feel free to shoot me an email at
somedaythesunwillshine@yahoo.com
or post a question (even anonymously ) on formspring at
formspring.me/sdtsws
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Anonymous
why do i care so much about what other people think?? What is wrong with me?? I have no friends and i live with my parents at age 20, in fact i nevr had any friends because everytime im around people i get so anxious i nevr talk at all. My life is useless, and i wish i wasnt such a bitch.
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Anonymous
You are not what you say your are! Just start thinking of others besides yourself and all your troubles will come into perspective!
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itsjustme
I wish I had a best friend.
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Anonymous
There is a friend that sticks closer than a brother
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Anonymous
Liz,
I fucked it up with you big time and now I’m stuck somewhere I don’t want to be. I’m not asking you to take me back or anything. I just hope one day you can remember us for the good we had.
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Anonymous
You are like 2 years younger, and Ive always been jealous of you. You were gonna go to Germany for 6 months alone!! And them when you slept over at our aunt’s, she told you parents you shouldnt go to Germany because you aint organized enough and that you are a mess. Im sorry, but I cant help but feel GREAT inside!! Not because Id miss you, but because I was damned jealous!
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quiteabitch
D died an year ago and a half, since then, many people have forgotten him. I didnt know him well when he died, but I still posted 2 pictures of him on my corch, just because I thought he deserved to be remembered. A friend had died recently when D died, and I was deeeply depressed and thats why I posted him on my room. Now Im brand new and wanna move on and leave the chapter of grieve behind, but I feel like Im dishonoring him if I take him off my corch, but I still want to leave the grieve and the reaction behind. What do to?
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GunnerLion
Sombody pinch me, am I still alive?
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Anonymous
I don’t know if you grew bored with me or what I did wrong. I watch you move on to other guys and get your heart broken, while I’ve been here for you the entire time. Maybe some day we will be able to at least be friends again, but I hope for more. I hope that you will someday realize that I’m here.
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Anonymous
Sometimes I have this incredible urge to tell you I love you. But I will wait until you say it first, because I don’t want to freak you out.
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Anonymous
My job sucks!
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Anonymous
yesterday as I drove to school, I skipped through 64 songs in a row on my iPod before I found a song that didn’t remind me of him.
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Anonymous
Today, as you were breaking up with me, all I could think about were those weekday mornings when you compared the Pop-Tarts and gave me the one with more frosting.
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Anonymous
So he was trying to fatten you up?
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Anonymous
I hate my “condition” / Injury. It has ruined my life. I cannot do anything I would like to without pain… And I know the old saying, No pain no gain. But it comes so easily for other people I know. I am so jealous. I am having a hard time being thankful.
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Anonymous
Things could be worse. Keep your head up. Negativity only results in more negativity.
admin 9:15 pm on September 1, 2010 Permalink |
Stick in there princess… everyone has their rough patches.