Ok here it is. I don’t like putting information on these sites because it always seems like someone, somewhere is going to read it and figure out it is me. However, I am going to go for it anyway.
I am stuck at a cross roads, I can see two different ways that lead to two seemingly wonderful lives. But the problem is that I am not choosing either one. I am side stepping each opportunity that has been presented to me. Just staying stagnant and hoping some decisions will be made for me, even though I know that, life does not work that way. Some of my religious friends keep telling me, pray and let God guide you, but what if he already is and I keep ignoring him. This is where I get lost.
I know I have not disclosed too much information, but let me just say this, I can either continue what I am doing and live a semi-amazing life i see ahead of me. Or i can risk changing a lot in a short period of time and risking the semi good life for the chance at a better one, at the cost of possibly losing it all. It feels like a crap shoot…
So the question is, do I take the easy or the hard way. ( and i know everyone who posts is trying to help but please try to relate to a non religious person here… Saying,” The road to hells is wide and paved and that the road to heaven is Narrow and rocky” Will NOT help me in this situation as i have already heard it and i felt it useless.
Thank you for your time if you can write to me.
~Anonymous