Me and my best friend were inseparable. We literally did everything together, and we hung out everyd…

itabella — Wed, 03 Mar 2010 22:30:23 +0000

Me and my best friend were inseparable. We literally did everything together, and we hung out everyday…I let her cry on my shoulder and I was always there we promised each other that nobody would ever come between us. EVEN BOYFRIENDS. but over the summer we grew apart becuase she was always ”working”… this tore me up inside because I had never had a friend like her before. I had other friends and other best friends but not ones i could be my complete self around. laugh and cry with and tell my deepest secrets… but i later came to find out that she was avoiding me. she finally confessed (after my multiple attempts to ”fix things”) that she had started liking her female work friend. i told her i really had no problem with that because i am all for people expressing their sexual orientation and being truly happy. i thought that it was over and we would be back to normal, and for a while it was. but now we walk past each other in the halls as if we were never a big part of each others lives. it kills me inside, and I’m so sad that i lost a friend who i loved dearly. its as if i am dead to her and i really wonder what i did wrong. i never once showed any sign of nonacceptance, and i actually asked her questions and wanted to know more about her love life. i tried so hard to be the friend i always was, and i guess it was not enough. its so hard to get over the fact that i lost a friend, its happened to me so many times and i suppose this was my tipping point. this is one of my most painful experiences yet.

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Me and my best friend were inseparable. We literally did everything together, and we hung out everyd…