I’m not exactly sure how these things work. But basically, I’m looking for some kind of advice. For many years I’ve felt useless and I cry all the time, sometimes without a reason. I don’t exactly have a hard life, I have some really good friends and most of the time I get on with my family but for some reason I’m never happy. I can go from having a really good day out but as soon as I get home and into my room, I just cry.. I’ve looked up a lot of symptoms for depression and as it appears, it’s more than likely that I am depressed. But I’m so self conscious and have such low self esteem that I can’t bring myself to tell anyone, I appear to be a happy go lucky girl to every I know, but none of them know my pain. I just need some friendly advice, and even by telling me to go and see someone, I won’t, I’m not that confident..