dear best friend, you cut, and tried to kill yourself more than once. i helped you for as long as i …
dear best friend,
you cut, and tried to kill yourself more than once. i helped you for as long as i could but, you know what? fuck you. if you are so determined to be miserable, she can go ahead. and people can tell me i’m being selfish and uncaring, but you’re the selfish one. people can tell me it’s an illness, but you’re not trying to help yourself. i’ve tried and nothing i’ve done was ever good enough. i’m out of this malfunctioning friendship. sorry.
love, an old friend.
ps, i still love you ):
Donna 8:12 am on May 25, 2010 Permalink |
dear friend,
you have a beautiful soul. the ability to feel the pain of someone else and then to work to relieve their pain is a trait that will smooth your life journey and the journey of others. as far as your friend’s condition, he/she does not have the ability to be selfish. a depressed person wants nothing for the self. he/she is not trying because even the thought of trying can not be formulated. something is wrong with the equipment that can make these feelings possible within their mind. the IMPERATIVE thing now is to get this friend to a professional for help ! let the professional know that your friend has attempted suicide already (ESSENTIAL). the professional knows that a previous attempt is the single greatest indicator that another will follow. your friends reactions to your attempts to help so far are not meant as a personal affront to you. very likely you are at the other end of the very thin thread that this person is clinging to life with. people such as yourself have the knack for doing the right thing (such as putting that p.s. in there). your friend is very lucky to have you !!!!