I made a bad decision that I am going to…
I made a bad decision that I am going to live with for the rest of my life. I keep trying to find anything that will help or make it change and not even my best friend or parents believed I could. It’s like no one ever believe in anything I do and I hate it because it’s like I never have any sort of support. I just don’t know how to feel about the situation. I don’t take things for granite but for once I just want things to go my way.
I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it and even it I did I’m sure they wouldn’t even care. it’s like everything I do is a big failure. And the worst part is it’s making me so low I’m getting physical marks. I know that compared to everyone else my situation is no big deal. BUT TO ME IT IS! I have inspirations in my life. And it’s crumpling to pieces…
Anonymous 2:35 pm on November 4, 2009 Permalink |
I believe in you! Just the fact that you know you made a bad decision shows you are a quality person. The dreams you have dreamed are put in your heart by God who loves you and made you and made you for a purpose. Forgive yourself, God does! Move forward and pursue your dreams. There will be difficult times but that is only to strengthen your resolve. You are a gift to the world!!!