I’m drowning in self-pity. I wish that my relationship would work, but he wont love me unless im mo…
I’m drowning in self-pity. I wish that my relationship would work, but he wont love me unless im more confident. I think that i might be clinically depressed, and that it might be going on my third year of it. I don’t feel as if I have any control over my emotions,i take every word to heart, i over-obsess, i dont consider myself happy, i just feel like im drowning. I cant tell anybody because id just sound stupid. I need help. I’ve seen that knife too many times…..
Chrysalis 11:55 pm on May 12, 2010 Permalink |
You are a good person. You are worthy of being loved. You are loved. You are depressed, but you can you can tame the black dog that skulks around and tries to pull you down. It is spring and the days are getting longer. Promise and opportunity are in the air. You will wake up tomorrow and seize the day. You will wake up tomorrow early and go for a walk in the sunshine. The sun will warm you and brighten you up. It will become a habit because it feels so good to have the time to think about and plan your day and your life. You will realize that you are in control and the answers will come. You are no less a person then were the pharaohs of Egypt or the royalty of Europe. Believe in yourself, I do.