Just let me fade away. Honestly, that’s all I want to do. You’re keeping me here, you’re keeping …

Just let me fade away. Honestly, that’s all I want to do. You’re keeping me here, you’re keeping me alive. And usually I’m so thankful for that, I really am. But it takes so much effort to live and to be happy. I’m just so tired and lazy. Just let me be, just hold me as a fade away into nonexistence. I love you, but I feel like I’m dying. I don’t want to put you through this.