The week of halloween, this girl let me …

The week of halloween, this girl let me into her heart and i let her into mine. I walked her home a few times, we went one around 2-3 dates, and hugged alot. At the end of that week i was going to ask her out only to learn that she doesnt like me anymore. I actually developed feelings for her and I was DEVASTATED (couldnt focus on anything.. literally. Not even school) for the following 3 weeks because she was avoiding me. Then she starts liking one of my good friends and they start going out a month later. She gets dumped by him last friday. So I thought about it and I still had feelings for her. I’ve been talking to her for about 1.5 weeks now with good flirty conversations. I ask her if she wants to hang out after finals next week and she says no with the worst excuse ever… “i dunno cuz the next day is saturday..” I havent been able to forget about this girl for f*cking 3 months and now she doesn’t even want to spend time with me. This was the first girl I genuinely liked. I have never dated before.