There’s this guy I briefly dated. It didn’t work out, and he avoided my calls when I tried to cont…

There’s this guy I briefly dated. It didn’t work out, and he avoided my calls when I tried to contact him towards the end of our month long stint. It’s been three years, and I still think about him. I think he is perfect for me, and I really hate that he didn’t feel the same way. I think I could have married this guy. I’m 26. How pathetic is this?